What Is....

.....like the data on a computer just before a huge power cut....

.....like the cloud-that-looks-like-a-car-when-you-shut-your-eyes that you wish on...and when you open your eyes....

.....like the last bite of the middle of a cheese sandwhich....when you swallow, you realize that either your sandwich is all gone, or only the sides and the crumbs are left....

.....like the words of an acquaintence that tell you your deepest fear, your worst failure, your most gawd-awful mannersim.....and- without even realizing it- shatter the dreams and illusions closest to your heart......

.....like the fact that you really really really love someone....but would rather not tell the person than take the risk of ruining the friendship that you share.....

.....like the finding out that you really aren't as great as you think you are.....

.....like the sweet smell of a blooming flower adorning a corpse.....

.....like the knowledge that every second brings you closer to death....yet being unable to find the will to live......

Let me tell you that the answer to that is....

NOTHING.